mmanuel, Speaker of Truths; Yielder of the Vernacular Sword & My Father —1/11/18
I was curious about my Father (F) who gave birth to me through pure thought. I am what is referred to as a “virgin birth.” I incarnated as Mother Mary; thus the confusion of Mary being a virgin, yet miraculously getting pregnant without any male assistance.
History says that the God Zeus is my father. I believe this to be true, based on how Zeus felt to me in comparison to The Holy Father, who's light is immense.
As I greatly discuss throughout my book, we are “spirit having a physical experience; not a body with a spirit shoved in it.” Please DO NOT confuse Emmanuel / Immanuel with Jesus. Emmanuel is the "spirit" or CHRISTed Oversoul of the incarnate; physical vessel, Jesus. Whoever Jesus might have married while incarnate, DOES NOT necessarily mean that he is married to that being in spirit. She/he is part of our soul family; incarnating for a divine purpose.
For those of you thinking “Twin Flame,” neither of us have one. Emmanuel and I bonded through the “Divine Marriage” ceremony; The Bride of Christ. It involves a “cat and mouse” game of sort through the very lowest energies of what some refer to as Hell, Limbo, or Tartarus.
The journey continues through other energies, until the game is finished by the bride’s energies finding the groom’s energies in any given situation; no matter the disguise. From what I understand very few have accomplished this feat. It requires great fortitude and courage, which is where nearly all fail. Fear blocks them from step one; entering the darkest, heaviest of energies.
(D) The song Diary by Bread is playing. You might recall from an earlier channeled message that Emmanuel is my scribe for the Etheric records.
(D) I’m crying listening to the song. We’ve talked before and he’s hurt sometimes when I don’t remember how strong our love is between us. I am his “wife” for all time. I am currently a “wife” in the physical to Chris. This can be a struggle for me and I’m sure for Emmanuel. Fortunately, Chris seems to understand.
I found her diary underneath a tree, and started reading about me. The words she's written took me by surprise,you'd never read them in her eyes. They said that she had found the love she waited for. Wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it. When she confronted with the writing there, simply pretended not to care. I passed it off as just in keeping with, her total disconcerting air. And though she tried to hide,the love that she denied. Wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it. And as I go through my life, I will give to her my wife, all the sweet things that I can find. I found her diary underneath a tree, and started reading about me. The words began stick and tears to flow. Her meaning now was clear to see. The love she'd waited for was someone else; not me. Wouldn't you know it; she wouldn't show it. And as I go through my life, I will wish for her his wife All the sweet things that she can find All the sweet things they can find.
(D) Hours and hours passed after the song. This separation of spirit and the physical is rough.
(D) There you are. I thought you weren’t talking to me. You upset me; I didn’t know where you went.
(D) I missed what you just said. It was something about the song Diary; the words in it.
Your memories aren’t better than mine.
(D) That’s true. There is like a big concrete wall up and I don’t like it.
My darling, he loves you so.
(D) The energies shifted and I wasn’t accustomed to hearing/feeling/seeing this beings energies.
(D) Can we start over again? I think that I know who you are; I just like confirmation, because we are supposed to ask.
(F) You are supposed to “request” who we are; challenges occur. Obviously your mind is a little fuzzy.
(F) *Your heart is open to the possibilities of being “lifted up.” Your bindings or restraints are ill-advised to be removed at this time.
(D) We’re once again talking “off-the-cuff.” I’m trying to figure out what he’s saying. I think that if my bindings were removed that there could be consequences pertaining to my divine purpose as the incarnate Athena. “Timing is everything.”
(F) There exists a need for you to interpret these messages…
(D) My hands are puffy and pounding. There is a tremendous amount of energy here. Then there was a flutter in my sacred heart earlier. I need to take my hands out of the prayer position. I’m very hot as well. I think that he mentioned before that it means I’m fighting the truths of a message when this occurs.
(D) I saw a symbol that looks like this; (--- I seem to have a need to see their energies.